i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Today is the last school day of Year 3 semester 1. Now is the presentation time, nothing much to do, so I just traveled through website, reading and listening the music... suddenly... he talked to me by msn. but he showed that he is appear offline... he is li chengyuan... never thought of he would chatted with me since i had uploaded some photos between me and hong yu in my space, and used one of them as my display picture.... when i asked him what he wants to eat, i can bring them back from China. his answer is DENG LING... Maybe this special food only for us... because it was not a real food, only both of us knew the meaning..even i did not remember clearly what exactly it is... HAIZ.. maybe understood what he wanna say to me.. maybe i overthink... it is happy and unpredictably, he talk to me first... in chinese we can say, ta yue guo le zhe ge jie xian, er wo mei you....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, August 17, 2007
3:16 PM
There is an article which i have started to write last Feb. I was planning to finish it by December of 2006, whatever till now, only half be done. The momeries about me and li chengyuan is the mean objective of this special article. i used third person tone to describe. It is always kept under my documents, wang jing folder in laptop, no one besides me knew it... However, today's lunch time, unfortunately, hongyu saw it, because the name is ( stroies between he and she)... he asked me to explain, and reason for keeping this ... I don't know how to answer it, because it is true, i never thought of to delete it, or store it by thumb drive or hard disc,... but i am sure one thing, i never felt moody by reading this article since this year began... i did agree that last year, i was live in those momeries and always looked backward... however it is overed...
in the end, hongyu forgave me and he told me that he really felt sad when the moment he saw it.. he doesnot mind i recall momeries, but don't let him know is fine to him...
hong yu is a good guy to being with... 19th of August, two months.. in the day also is 77.... =)
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Sunday, August 05, 2007
1:17 PM
long time never edited my blog~~~~
yesterday i completed my pp. today i plan to finish my FYP report and ppt as well... but till now, 1pm plus, i am no mood to do it... play games also not fun, listen music is not what i want.... just want to look at sky and think~~~ however there is nothing in my mind~~~~~~~~~
me, as usual, go school, back to home, eveving exercises....
him, schooling, fyp and part-time work~~~
all my friends are doing their individual staff... be happy and enjoy too.
this morning, i was wake up by hungry... therefore around 10am, i went to bed again.. i made a day-dream... in my dream, jiang yuan was back from China, and he brought me to Haidi's house, we chatted, but from Haidi's eyes, i see the evil and he strongly dislike me.... i was worrying because i know he will read my msn space and saw the photos... which i took with hong yu~~~!!! it is the most worst thing~~~ i was wake up again by shock!!!! maybe it is caused me feel moody to do anything~~~~~~~~`
coming August holiday i will back to Lanzhou, what will my future, and after i graduate, where i should go or stay... many many unknown will be confirmed by this time. .. haiz..
haiz....haiz...haiz...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard