i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Jiang Yuan has contacted me last night, we had a almost one hour phone conversation... I have prepared quite long to this, but in the end, I was getting a shock... he never and ever mentioned why he left lanzhou, even I know the exact reason, but in front of him, i acted as I did know nothing... the questions i asked about his working and what he is doing by now, and what the planning ...etc... all of these what i wanna know, he just told me that" if one day, your capacity is higher than me, or maybe after you graduate, I will let u know... Now i am like a farmer, seed many, but which one grow up first, i don't know, it is not under my control, how can I tell you...?" what the hell !!! haiz...what i can said .... just laughed ... He still has not said broke up, I am thinking to say that first.. maybe on Saturday evening, aunty is not at home, I can call him again to break up this relationship...make me feel so stress and uncomfortable, no any happiness in it... just left " suffering...." haiz...
To what i have understood about him... he would know what the meaning behind if he left lanzhou... we surely must sepearted.....!!!!
take it easy.. don't think too much, let's go peacefully and less hurts~~~~
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard