i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Sian... wake up around 8.15am, reach school almost 9.30. first meeting ended... then i chose that not go class, skip for one digital lesson... but so bored to stay in library and do nothing... haiz.. won't be do this stupid thing again ...
later i will go houkang Japanese school, if everything goese well, i will register in that school and starts on next week..hoho... BUT I have done the basic 1 lesson...what the hell if i take again, just like retake module...
Holiday coming, do PP and working for ISC and student fiesta...
bored... bored.. right row!! so regretful !!! haiz..
Yesterday i downloaded a bit amount of music ... hoho ..like them and enjoying listening...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
4:19 PM
NOW I AM LOOKING THE NEO-PRINT WHICH TOOK ON 29th of Nov.2005....
qi shi mei you shen me...
Currently i like sit on the bed to read books and listen music at the same time..
hoho...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
11:54 PM
Wah... firstly i must tell SOKFENG, there is space for you and beelay forever, no matter what happened, don't be jealous..haha... but it shows that you truely treat me as a good friends even we are different nationality....
secondly, thanks for weijia, she came down clementi directly after working, because i was crying out and called to her... i was really worried about my face problem..( sokfeng, why you did not answer the phone)... I am touched by wei jia... thanks again...
thirdly, yanxin, my sister..haha.. gave me some advices and shared experiences...
forth, lv bin ge, panping, feel free and relax when i chatted with you two...
fifth, cheeyuen, influenced me and brother here...
haha.. not only because those people above, also my family, therefore i am a happiness girl...hoho...
everything i wrote here, same as msn space, just a english version of it...
:)
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Monday, November 20, 2006
7:07 PM
Laptop has been formatted last Saturaday midnight, my photos, journals, pictures, everything is gone, nothing in my laptop, just like a empty A4 paper... the saddest thing is the journal which i started to write when I broke off with him, the true feeling, the real self was there, but now...there is nothing left to me...
Today i skipped lesson, the reason is no VPN... haiz... after school when we had dinner at canteen, we saw him also wear the yellow color.. I did not think too much, just a bit embraess..( wrong spelling) .... haiz...
yesterday around 10pm, i and huanhuan, we went out and chatted a lot ,our life, personalities, future,parents... a lot... feel much better... even i talked with fuming in the afternoon....
just do it ....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Thursday, November 16, 2006
8:12 PM
What I was doing today? Do I satisfy with myself in the way of " acting"... maybe they are all true actions... After did lab, I met baojun to asked him for help doing the EEP sign-board... in a short while li chengyuan came towards and saw bao jun and me sitting down there and discussing the EEP things... in the moment, I laughing at myself and asked: " why I always put myself in this kind of relationship and position to get people misunderstand the real wang jing..." maybe it is me !! my" style" ..... rubbish !!!
After UT, Baojun and me went to canteen together while yanxin, chee yuen, lichengyuan all waiting for there to have a meeting about the soccer match... just few minutes later, wang xiang looked for us about the Saturday Dinner... haiz... Don't know what i can say... haiz.... before UT, i saw li chengyuan's msn name: wo shi ru ci ai ni, que zhi neng chen mo zhan zai zui chu de di fang...." maybe i thought too much, may not be.. don't know.. just be natural...
Around 6.10pm, beside li, we all went to school library to do our things, to my view, I think he was like a bit out of point, because he never known what i am doing and what i am busy for what... he might be don't care, and none of his business... no matter what i am still be here to enjoy my busy life and try hard to do well... and learn everything i am lacking of..there are a lot of things have to study for...
Reflect myself and think about it... and improve on it... some more I really wanna to go beach to released myself.....haha...
XJY... some people already misunderstand this ...especially my purposely display... haha...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
7:16 PM
Today is Wednesday...one day off... I slept till 10am plus then wake up. felt sick and tired. Especially my arms... no any energy to move... haha( poor English)... after had breakfast cooked by huanhuan, I went to sleep again till 2.30...haha.. then I went to Suntect city for interview by carrfore... at this moment, just back home for 15minutes...XJY suddently appeared in my mind... XJY stands for xue jia yi who is the first guy i liked in my life from Sec1 till Li chengyuan came in... But at right now, XJY has been changed with XIN, JING, YUEN.... haha... Which are all from our three name: gao yan Xin, wang Jing, tan chee Yuen...haha... XY To be the sister and brother in mylife, train and besides me always... maybe to them nothing special, but it is different in my heart...
Recently I am quite busy... besides RP study, there are few important things have to settle and do.. Student fiesta, ISC event and EEP program... lastly is the soccer match ... I came out the Timeline, shocked same time also happy for... because they will fulfill my singapore life. Anyway I delay my japanese exam date... i will take it two weeks late... haha...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Sunday, November 12, 2006
7:48 PM
Middle of November.... everything goes well... I still be myself to live here... study, do project, and looking for the part-time job... somemore working for soccer match.... .... nothing has been changed in my life...
for Past week, I felt sick, in a short time, there are many things happened and must settle down!! O-level english, RP UTs , proposal... Japanese... my god... can not say I was tired... maybe the limited time is more suitable for me.... haiz.... anyway, just left few more still on the process... don't be so rush and be calm.... Everything will be ok...
I am looking forward the December come... one is my birthday is in this lovely month.. this is the first time i will celebrate my birthday not with my family and also not in Lanzhou....Well. Around Chrismas day father will come here to visit me.. surely yan xin , chee yuen will meet him.. and talk with ..haha....
I recommend aunty to watch prison break...hoho...this weekend almost time i stayed at home to do my things.. peaceful, happy and feel relaxing.... like this kind of life .... two more weeks huanhuan back to China, only left his mum and me.. just like what I said, maybe we two won't be meet each other... haha... can not imagine... whatever ....
be honestly, just wanna tell you something from my heart... I really trust you two, no matter what you said to me, i will take in serious to think about, and I will stop to do the things which you two don't agree or support... treat you as my sister and brother... don't know why i said here... haha.... thanks !
after broke off with him, there are few guys told me they like me, as a girl I am happy to be someone liked... BUT to be WANG JING, i don't think so I am proud or happy to be... felt tired to fall in love.... maybe in my heart there is space for him.. never changed... maybe I just wanna myself...... like what she told me to learn how to handle the human relationship .... erm.... ...
well. stop here... Revise UTs and Japanese... good luck and all the best to my family and friends here... and lanzhou...hoho :)
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Monday, November 06, 2006
11:25 PM
wah ... November started one week... less than 40minutes reach to 7th of Nov... the memories till there, but no expections...haha...( sian.... forgot how to spell MINUTES, because always be used Mins to represent)...haiz...
Recently I am like busy man... Meetings, Exams, UTs, Student Union soccer match... and looking for a parttime job for my coming December Holiday... wah... there are many things have not begun to do so... haiz...
Coming Wednesday is 'o'-LEVEL English Exam, be honest, I really scared... long time never used pen to write and never praticed comprehension... haiz... I plan to do a rough revision tomorrow daytime.... which means I will spon school day... haiz... a excuse give to myself again.... Hopeful I can spend time effectively... don't waste it by anything....
Last week, yan xin, Chee yuen, they two shared me for many experiences and advices... Realised that I have to learn many many things... to be grow up and mature...haiz... Yan xin pointed out a important thing from me!!! what the differences between Interests and Responsibilities, I was always confused and mix them together!!! learning from it...
One happy news is that my father will come Singapore around Chrismas Day... hopeful you guys who are my true friends can meet him and talk with ..... haha...
ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF.. TO ARRANGE TIME AND DO A GOOD JOB .... PROJECT AND STUDY!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard