i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Today is 24th of Oct.... we broke off 9 months... everything is fine to me, no more expections... in chinese we saying that, zhen de kan kai le .... no matter what happened on us, like you just sat opposite me or I saw you around school.. there is nothing, feel free and relax... of course I am still be natural and happy.... BUT!!! Yesterday after your UT... that was so unpredictable... you came towards to yan xin, wei jia and me, told us that you wanna sit and eat together... further more, you played games with us, indirectly talked to me, I was shocked and confused by your reaction... You may understand what kind of feeling I had at that moment, since we broke off till now, I was trying hard to talk to you, sent message and chat online with you, you were really like a cool man, never given a chance,and treated me like air or transparent glass...
I really don't understand what's going on or what will happend in the future... I asked yan xin, she never replied, maybe she does not how to answer me, maybe she purposely wanna train me to face this problem by self... Sok Feng gave me this answer" maybe he wanna be your friend, just don't know how to speak out, and sometimes we won't know the reason for some certain things, but afterwards we will know what it exactly be.... " haiz... whatever all over... If there is a FADE between me and you, it will work to let us be friends again... even a normal male and femal friends...
Now we are enjoying our life in our own way.... all the best, good luck and take care, you are really slimmer than last year when we were together, only can say this to you, nothing more... To me, I just hope that I am be able to keep it on to whatever I am doing here...
Lastly Today we went to gui dao( forgot the English name), so hot and sleepy..haha... Yesterday I really wannt to invite you to join, but in the end, I did not have such confidences... hoho...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard