i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
WAH... Just finished reading yanxin's blogger... Second time to read hers... because the blog address I always remember wrongly...hehe... sorry ar :)
Be touched in some certain ways... haiz.... Today I Went out to meet xiao tong ... nothing happened... just like a normal dating... BUT !! I was so careless, I forgot to bring out my wallent ... so sian.. but it was a good way to lose weight...haha... when I was walking down the Orchard road, to look the different people who walked by me... and imagined what the life style they are having etc... From the faces can roughly know they are happy or suffering...
Today is a bored day to me... wake up already around 11am... did some revision about my Japanese... then turned on my laptop to listen music... nothing else..haiz.. BUT!! GONG LIANG YUN kept message me... don't know why I felt that he likes me.. but he never said out... quite funny... and the way of his thinking and tone, a bit similar with LI... can make jokes with... haiz.. to me.. I WON'T FIND ANY BOYFRIENDS BEFORE I FINISH MY STUDY!!
THE MOMENTS... I WILL CONTINUE THE "HISTORY" ...
recently I saw him around school, no talk, no eye-contact... no smile... used to it... and best wishes to him... he will always in my deep heart...
My father is so serious people... I Really wanna celebrate the happiness with him, but he does not wanna disturb my study..always be scrict...haiz..sian...
WAH... MY Older brother will bring his girlfriend to our family tomorrow...haha.. they will plan their wedding after that... so fast... i am third child in our family ... which means, i will marry with someone soon??haha... i don't think so .. because there are quite amounts of regulations which made by my lovely and scrict father!haha...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Monday, September 25, 2006
2:44 PM
HAPPY !! PROUD OF JIN FENG XIANG ! HAPPY AND PROUD FOR MY LOVELY. STRICT AND HARD WORKING FATHER ! Mr.WANG JIN MING !! :)
Last day around 11pm, I received a message from one of Jin Feng Xiang worker, she told me a good news of it. HAHA.. our resturant won a first run of the Food Competition in Yan Tai.. It will help us to get in finial match for 2008 Olympics Game... don't know how to express it.. whatever all my friends knew it...haha.. just wanna write down here... In that moment, I realised that I must start to working hard and harder.. for my future misson and vision! much more things wait for me to achieve and work on! so must must to begin with !!
Compare my goal to him, He is like a drop of water in the sea.. so small issue.. I put him into my deep heart and be the best sweet memories.... best wishes to him... if there is a fate between you and me, surely got one day we can be friends again! now i won't be bothered any more!
say goodbye to last day, looking forward!!! jia you.....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, September 22, 2006
2:37 PM
The moment of ... we saw each other at Rp Redhill Compous Library first floor on 18th of Apr 2005, after first RP school day... we kept sendting message between us... before the 7th of May 2005... we went to Pulau Ubin and You told me that you like me, wanna be together on 7th of May 2005...
First time we seprated because during the 2006 June holiday, I was back to China for 7 days... quite miss in that moment... First time we played the breaking up game... during the Red Hill Blues Drama performances... First time we went to Sentosa for celebrating gathering on 7th of Sep.2005... First time we quarreled, because you always kept asking me whether like you or no... ......................................... CAN NOT BE COURNT! MANY THINGS THERE!!!
The moment I knew what can be heartbroken on 24th of Jan 2006...we broke up! The moment I fetched you from airport, missed you... on 15th of Feb.2006... The moment I heard you slept with her in the bedroom on 18th of Feb 2006... The moment I saw the photo of your travel in Cheng Dou with her on 20th of Apr.2006, school restarted, same day, but different story... The moment I stood besides you, but no any talking and conversation between you and me... on 27th of May 2006... The moment we sat opposite for dinner, yan xin asked us why you two never talked, just few weeks before I was going back to China... The moment I saw you that doing the parttime job in resturant, asked you that why you work so harder in my heart, never said out...on 19th of August 2006... The moment I chatted with you by msn, heart was painful, some more crying out... 23th of Aug2006... The moment I received your handphone message to welcome me back Singapore on 9th of Sep2006, so surprise and shocked.. of course, excited... The moment I did not see you when I went to resturant in a secret way during IMF...13th-20th of Sep.2006... The moment I saw the photo in your display...surely understood nothing can be expected...on 21th of Sep 2006, first school day of year 2 semester 2...
..........
MANY THINGS... WELL. MUST MUST, DIE DIE START TO FORGET AND TAKE IT EASY !!!
What he expects me to achieve, I must work for it!!! haiz...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Saturday, September 16, 2006
2:13 PM
Hello... wang jing How about your life? How's your mood? Everything going well? Long time never talked to you, really concerning you!
Few days left,new semester will started,everything will be refresh and you should looking forwald, what is your future planning?What you expect to happen and do? Do you them all clearly?
How about your holiday?Did you share anything with your Dad? then What's wrong with you? Because I got see your msn nickname? ......
Well, everything about me, still fine,but sometimes in mood, just like today,really no mood to do things, skip IMF working and slept till 10am+ wake up, somemore lazy go out... haiz... Whatever I will go marina square to "visit"him in a serect way...wahaha... recently I always recalled what my father said to me about my school life, he doesnot understand me and upset me...I was really disappointed...haiz...I hope there is a person who always be there support me, can listen to me and share my sadness and happiness... However it is only a dream, I lost it long time ago... Even I know,I should looking forwald future,don't live in the past, Try new things and new challenge... No matter what,I lost my confidences, because I was believe that My father will proud of me, till that day... Finially I relized that I just lived in a box.No freedom, no true expection, no myself...haiz.. poor dan wa.... just like my nickname....
Maybe I purposely to do that, to let myself in mood,Maybe I truely need someone...
baba, wo zhen de hen nan guo... yin wei ni bu jin bu liao jie wo,geng jia rang wo nan guo ,shen zhi da ji le wo suo you de xin xin...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
9:28 PM
Anyone of us : It happen to anyone of us.. I made a stupid mistakes... by Gareth Gates
Oops, I Did it again : I played with your heart and got lost in the game...
I am not girl, not yet a woman: I used to think, I had the answers to everything, but now I know, that life doesn't always go my way...
Oh my love: The times that we've been through, I'm looking at a picture in my hand, Tring my best to understand, I really want to know what we did wrong with a love that felt so strong...
Overprotected: What a girl is to do, God, I need some answers, What am I to do with my life? You'll find it out, don't worry!How am I supposed to know what is right?
Don't let me be the last to know: Your body language says so much, yeah, I feel it in the way you touch, but till you say the words its not enough , come on and tell me you're in love, please don't let me be the last one to know, Just let it go , if you love me so...
Note: Above songs all from Britney spears...
Note: here, I will used pin yin to write down the nice lyrics about this Japanese song walking proud: by Ayumi wo de zui ba sa xia le yi ge huang yan, chu zi wei bu zu dao de li you, bing fei wei le shui, huo xu zhi shi wei le bao hu yu mei de zi ji, tai tou yang wang de tian kong, hao mei ... wo kai shi xiang qi ni le ni , zhen xi wang zi ji neng gou xiang ni yi yang , jian qiang de chao qian fang mai jin...
Note: Following are all Chinese songs,According to time is limited, I just provided the name of songs, please go search by yourself If you like it too.. haha ... thanks :P (Acturally all old songs) haha.... 1.ai ni de liang ge wo -- by wen lan 2.ni meng cao de wei dao -- by cai yi lin 3.shi zuo yong zhe -- by cai yi lin 4.ai de dai jia -- liang yong qi 5.ai wo bie zou -- zhang zhen yue 6.zui shu xi de mo sheng ren -- xiao ya xuan 7.ai yi ge ren hao nan -- su yong kang 8.hou lai -- liu ruo ying 9.qin ai de ni bu zai wo shen bian -- jiang mei qi 10.ni yi ding yao xing fu -- he jie 11.ni zen me lian hua dou shuo bu qing chu -- cai yi lin 12.wo bu hou hui -- zheng yuan 13.ting shuo -- liu ruo ying 14.wo ye hen xiang ta -- sun yan zi 15.wo xiang wo bu gou ai ni -- liu de hua & chen hui lin 16.yi zhi hen an jing -- a sang 17.tai wei qu -- tao jin ying 18.yi ge ren sheng huo -- lin fan 19.shou fang kai -- li sheng jie 20.ni bu zai -- wang li hong ........... there are a lot of songs I like, whenever I am trying to listen a new song I will look for their lyrics in the first place...
TRUE FEELINGS !!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Sunday, September 10, 2006
12:19 AM
wah ....wah ... haha.... I am so happy !!! around 11.13pm on 9th of Sep.2006, the first day I came back Singapore from holiday... I received a message from Li Cheng Yuan, haha.... excited... really happy and excited... haha ..This is the first time he is so active...haha.. don't know how to decibe(spelling wrong) my feeling. No matter what reason make him to send me a message, thanks to him and I will do something about it...
well... take care.. don't work too often... we guys , yan xin, cheeyuen, dit ching ...we all must work hard !! all the best for all of my friends... sok feng and beelay really miss you ...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Saturday, September 09, 2006
10:45 AM
wah....haha.... I came back Singapore this morning... but a bit sad. there is nobody to fetch me...somemore I imagine he will go to fetch me.. same as last time(31st of Dec.2005)..haha.. silly girl..whatever don't think too much... wah... I was enjoying my holiday with my family... everyday stayed at home, either watched online show or rent some DVD movies... nothing else to do .. but I have learned a bit about cooking... haha.. improvement ..!!! :)
of coures i miss all my friends here and my blogger.. 13days did not write... haiz...
In these days, my father brough along me to go for meeting or business, I learned a lot.. expect next year during the chinese new year when i go back again, i will staymore days and experience more...
well. new beginning bar.. study harder... plan everything well...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard