i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Wah, long long time I and qiqi never gone for walk in the evening.This evening both of us met at clementi macdonald, I accompanyed her to have dinner at there...and chatted as well... After she finished, we went back home first and changed to some confortable shoes and dressing, we went out again around 9pm, Between her and me, we talked about many many things, include how we felt about aunty, her son, and our school life all those... shared the most happiness thing to each other...
When we sat in the play ground, suddenly asked me:"jingjing jie jie, long time never heared from you to say about li chengyuan?" At the moment, in the first place, i was quite shocked, but I quickly answered"He busys for accompany girlfriend.." I lied to her, maybe she knows or may not be... In the end, she told me seriously, "compare to all the guys you know , I always thought li chengyuan is much suitable for you, according to your own personalities, your boyfriend must be someone can listen to what you are saying, and be able to make fun such as make jokes with you... can not be some person just treat as a younger sister one...." she also advices me to purposely gave li chengyuan a hint to let him know, i am instrestd in him etc" .... I just listened without saying anything... what the hell the feeling is... not too sad not happy.. In singapore, it is called" sian"...in chinese can say" yumen".. at least he belongs to me once i told myself in my mind......haiz...
haiz... never mind ... I most recovered ... don't worry man!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard