i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Haiz... on tuesday I sent to bao jun a message, just asked how about him recently, even we didn't talk for a long time,but as his best friend , somemore I was thinking about him... till yesterday around 7pm, i received a long message from him, inside the message, he kept saying, he won't forget those memories we had, our favourate place in school, and the sentosa beach, and the fun we made...many things he got cover... when i read it, a bit miss him... but in the end, never replied..
Today he did not come school, whatever I won't borthered... I told beelay and sokfeng this thing, sok feng said this time is really up to me, if wanna him to be friend again, then just treasure him, but better make sure yourself won't be so trust him..haiz.. anything bar!
Yesterday before my UT starts, I quite hungry... then i asked gao yan xin eat with me, but in the first place i did not even know he was there too, felt very unconfortable.. but what yan xin said was true, he could see i will having dinner with yan xin, but he did not leave, so just be natural sit down there... why I purposely take away food... haiz... the moment i sat opposite him,i did not have enough confidence to look at him, i just eat and listen the conversation between them two...haiz... suddently , yan xin asked two of us, how come you two never talked ? the air like freeze in that moment, we two kept slient, saying nothing for this... maybe we missed one chance again.. is it called fate? maybe .... no matter what, i already gave up, no more expection! only can say, best wishes to li cheng yuan ....
well, on 25th of Aug i will back home for 10days... haha..
recently I talked to yang han yu quite oftenly, things like funny ... and maybe ..... but most of all is may not be!!!!!!!! haha...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard