i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
wah .. what a amazing!!! Now I am using the airport computer to write this blog...haha ...so special... becuase down here got free internet access. Even only 15mins for each passenager...haha...
This moring, i wake up quite earlier and suffering sore thorat again, I was happily to pack up everythings for back china.. of course i got read few article before the oral exam.... in some way, recall the conversation between me and him last night...
In the afternoon, i went to oral exam... sian.. i din't think i do a good job.. the second question they asked me, i did not answer well, ok .... fine... already over, think too much also no use.. prepare for my writing paper bar!:)
This evening i was going to watch the snakes on the plane with gaoyanxin, the show was so cool and scared... some more a bit nervous for me.. because later on i will abroad the plane!haha.. just kidding... she made some jokes to me.... haha.. hey , take care!
After this holiday , i will rebirth myself. whatever happend to me.. i will spend some time to think though, and once i get back, everything will refresh and new... no more expection , only wanna say , thank you for you guys who concerning me... on the other hand, i would like to say , because of you , I know what can be called as love... ni shi xing fu de, wo jiu shi kuai le ...
well, 15mins going to finish.. enjoy my journey.. and guys , c ya i only back home for 13days.. once i back surely become fatter and fatter.. don't be so shock :P
This after noon
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
I'm sorry for my love.... today is a special day for us... 24th of Jan, we broken off ,till now already 7 months... I miss you all the time... whenever and wherever i am...
In the earlier moring of today... from 1am to 2.45+am we chatted online... I asked you many many questions...I got back two thing -- you HATE me and I HURT you deeply !!! feel so sorry ....but still happy for we could communicate after 7months...
I gained a lot of things...after this .... in chinese saying : ni shi xing fu de ,wo jiu shi kuai le de .... only wanna say this to you in the end....
wang jing must rebirth ... give yourself more space, free yourself and looking forward......
a bit heart-broken ..... :( unforgettable!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, August 18, 2006
12:47 AM
I Went to watch the break up in the evening...with Gao Yan Xin...the movie was nice, and touching in some certain ways... some more reflect the relationship between me and li... BUT the role are different... me to be the man( Vince), he was like Jennifer...haiz...
...........................hopeful he will go watch it too.... and ...............................................................................................................................................................
silly girl again! :)
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Thursday, August 17, 2006
11:44 AM
Only one week left before I fly back to China... A bit excited... more about Expectation... in sence of .... ( I think all my friends will know what it refers to :p ) haha... silly girl....
Today we learn y-parameter, because last week I did not enter class, so for today's problem, i was fully lost... but I am not very worrying about... still got few days can do revision and study for UT... BUT PCB!!! sucks! all C and D in my daily grade.. scared that I fail the module.. hate koh chee keat !!! :(
Now my classmates are packing up and sponing school again ... I am very "guai" today...so I will still be in class, but also no use... no contribution to my team.... sorry for that... haiz...
Actually , today nothing much can share at here... don't know how to express this kind of feeling... haiz... REALLY expect something can happen ... some more like a surprise ... hehe .. WANG BAO JUN... is not come to school... remember the message he sent to me last time, so funny and trick me again, even I don't bother so much... just think back... How foolish I was !!! haiz..
oh yea!! forgot to say..my mum is on her Eurpoean trip... wish her can enjoy it and safely back home... of course must buy present for us!!! haha.
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, August 11, 2006
11:58 PM
Maybe I should proud of myself..Maybe I should laugh at myself... Maybe I was just a bit wrong with myself... I watched two movies this evening alone!! I was truely enjoying the show...
is a funny show, I gained that what can be call a TRUE LOVE, even you are superwoman or a normal person... It is hard to escape from this love feeling ... It is also one of important part in everyone's life... Anybody will experienced in their own way...either You love someone more deeper or The person giving you more...
....wah ... very nice show you should spend the time to sit in cinema watch it and put yourself into that shoes..." Must always remember Family Come First, take Good care of your family, there are will someone truely loving you and wait for you , don't be jealous and busy for your own working Etc ....> that's all I learned from the movie.... somemore I think I'd better recommand it to my father..haha..
I did not book for working in this whole week, very free...Today when I wake up around 9.10am, and after pack up reached school almost lunch time, never entered class,playing quiz test about personalities whole afternoon... I also not going ISC camp... the reason I gave is the period come ..haha.. actually is not true... haha.. just a excuse... The really reason is that , I wanna take break for a while... Since this semester started, Everyday either busy for IG activities or Part-time working, Just left less time to myself... tired in some areas... Now most of all recovered, more happier and Enjoying my life with friends.. eat + play + shopping + chatting ... So I told myself, must treat self well, and be a true.... therefore I did not go camp...Even they really wanna to join and get much fun there......
haha... keep it up... and looking forwald the talk between my father and me, and my brother ... I can do it !! haha... oh yea!! waiting for 3 coming show<>, <>, and <> haha... :)
Anyway, wang bao jun called me when I was watching the show. He did not say much things, I felt quite funny, gave him a chance to say whatever he wanna say to me, but he ....haiz.. again ... in chinese say" zhuang!" .. anyhow .. I won't really bothered....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
2:28 AM
Wah, long long time I and qiqi never gone for walk in the evening.This evening both of us met at clementi macdonald, I accompanyed her to have dinner at there...and chatted as well... After she finished, we went back home first and changed to some confortable shoes and dressing, we went out again around 9pm, Between her and me, we talked about many many things, include how we felt about aunty, her son, and our school life all those... shared the most happiness thing to each other...
When we sat in the play ground, suddenly asked me:"jingjing jie jie, long time never heared from you to say about li chengyuan?" At the moment, in the first place, i was quite shocked, but I quickly answered"He busys for accompany girlfriend.." I lied to her, maybe she knows or may not be... In the end, she told me seriously, "compare to all the guys you know , I always thought li chengyuan is much suitable for you, according to your own personalities, your boyfriend must be someone can listen to what you are saying, and be able to make fun such as make jokes with you... can not be some person just treat as a younger sister one...." she also advices me to purposely gave li chengyuan a hint to let him know, i am instrestd in him etc" .... I just listened without saying anything... what the hell the feeling is... not too sad not happy.. In singapore, it is called" sian"...in chinese can say" yumen".. at least he belongs to me once i told myself in my mind......haiz...
haiz... never mind ... I most recovered ... don't worry man!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
10:23 AM
Again... school sickness .... When i was walking to clementi mrt station...my eyes almost closed... so sleepy.... my leg couldn't walk properly...Really wanna go back and sleep on the bed....
haiz.. but the thing is that, tommorrow is the Nationaly Day... huanhuan and qiqi will back home in the earlier morning... so, if they see me not going to school, surely will asked me a big amont of questions ....headache for that...haiz...
Today is 8th of Aug...yesterday 7th !!! I went back China in March this year, just for rebirth myself... and forget whatever I can, but seems like useless.. almost half year passed, I still be the same, the only differences is that I made many many friends here , and got two special friends, they are singaporeans ---sok feng and bee lay! others like tan chee yuen, gao yan xin, wei jia ... all be my good friends here.... BUT NOBODY IN MY HEART ANYMORE...
Coming Sep I will going back again... I must take a good rest and share whatever I experienced in this half year with my father... of course, i must start to write my PP...
I extremely tired in some specific areas... understand?
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, August 04, 2006
2:52 PM
Haiz... on tuesday I sent to bao jun a message, just asked how about him recently, even we didn't talk for a long time,but as his best friend , somemore I was thinking about him... till yesterday around 7pm, i received a long message from him, inside the message, he kept saying, he won't forget those memories we had, our favourate place in school, and the sentosa beach, and the fun we made...many things he got cover... when i read it, a bit miss him... but in the end, never replied..
Today he did not come school, whatever I won't borthered... I told beelay and sokfeng this thing, sok feng said this time is really up to me, if wanna him to be friend again, then just treasure him, but better make sure yourself won't be so trust him..haiz.. anything bar!
Yesterday before my UT starts, I quite hungry... then i asked gao yan xin eat with me, but in the first place i did not even know he was there too, felt very unconfortable.. but what yan xin said was true, he could see i will having dinner with yan xin, but he did not leave, so just be natural sit down there... why I purposely take away food... haiz... the moment i sat opposite him,i did not have enough confidence to look at him, i just eat and listen the conversation between them two...haiz... suddently , yan xin asked two of us, how come you two never talked ? the air like freeze in that moment, we two kept slient, saying nothing for this... maybe we missed one chance again.. is it called fate? maybe .... no matter what, i already gave up, no more expection! only can say, best wishes to li cheng yuan ....
well, on 25th of Aug i will back home for 10days... haha..
recently I talked to yang han yu quite oftenly, things like funny ... and maybe ..... but most of all is may not be!!!!!!!! haha...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard