i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
What the hell ? The beach in the world .... he su ping.. so called as my parents in Singapore... How come she can treat me like this ? What's the fuck !!!( sorry .. i was super angry, therefore i say the offensive words here)... haiz.. not only because She did not prepare the money to pay my school fees.. it is due to I can not bear her anymore! 3 years... I have beening staying with her since I came Singapore... Whatever she did to me.. all of those are far from what she promised to my father... that's why my father always misunderstand me.. and trust her deeply... I grow up already.... my father still worrying about me... maybe he love me too much.. scared the bad things will happend to me... maybe he doesn't trust my ability neither.. don't know!! don't wanna know also...
Anyway, so in mood... this whole week I passes happily and enjoyable.. Besides today, everying in mine was quite fine... I just wanna keep this as long as possible.. but now!! unfair to me!! some more feeling wanna cry... anyway, no tears ...
I saw his msn nick..." FOREVER LOVE"...One of the song by wang li hong... the lyrics is nice and make sence ... but not for our case... It is more suitable for a couple..haiz... maybe he wanna reprent the good relationship between he and his present girlfriend! ...
Today I brought the neo-print box... inside got my favorate rings and hand wing... of course, there are many neo-prints photos about us... so nice and sweet memories there...whatever ... we broken for almost half year... haiz...
Last Saturday, I went to temple for the lucky pick, what I asked is that can he and me can be friends again...what I GOT... It sounds good... but I still can not do anything to change or improve on... weijia told him when they met at workin place... perhaps he will consider or pay a attention.... or just ignored it as soon as he can......
well. CHEER UP...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard