i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Haiz... yesterday after ISC presentation i went to school library with gao yan xin, in the first place, i don't even know he was there... so i just followed..but when we two saw each other face to face again... we did the same thing, just treated as the transparensis..haiz.
I don't have much confidence to sit besides him to do whatever i was doing, so i directly went off... only left gao yan xin, gao yang, and him... this moring, when i met her, she told me... she got ask li , why not speak to me.. the answer given quite short me... it was because i was the first one who broke off with him and really hurt him deeply.. in that moment, my tears was going to flow down from my eyes... i controled...
just now before lunch, i gave zhang yuanyuan the address of my this blogger, to let her read though.. all those are from true heart.. i didn't hide anything... in some how i wanna send this to his qq as a leaving message.. but very unsure , he will read it...haiz... what else i can do .. maybe just try to used to it... now i am sitting at class.. around me, someone do the ppt.. but most of people just playing games.. like me.. no much in mood to study.. so just listen to my music.. and writing all those.. it is a good tool to be used when i happy or bad times... like a mirror.. can say anything i wanna... li cheng yuan, now i am considering give u a call.. if possible, we can meet after my working tonight... but i know exactly what kind of people u are.. and last time, before we broke off, you told me" you will hate me!" .... sorry .. yoyo!! now , listenning<> .... last time, u love to call me"paopao" .remember? yoyo? haha..haiz... what the hell man!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard