i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Haiz... yesterday after ISC presentation i went to school library with gao yan xin, in the first place, i don't even know he was there... so i just followed..but when we two saw each other face to face again... we did the same thing, just treated as the transparensis..haiz.
I don't have much confidence to sit besides him to do whatever i was doing, so i directly went off... only left gao yan xin, gao yang, and him... this moring, when i met her, she told me... she got ask li , why not speak to me.. the answer given quite short me... it was because i was the first one who broke off with him and really hurt him deeply.. in that moment, my tears was going to flow down from my eyes... i controled...
just now before lunch, i gave zhang yuanyuan the address of my this blogger, to let her read though.. all those are from true heart.. i didn't hide anything... in some how i wanna send this to his qq as a leaving message.. but very unsure , he will read it...haiz... what else i can do .. maybe just try to used to it... now i am sitting at class.. around me, someone do the ppt.. but most of people just playing games.. like me.. no much in mood to study.. so just listen to my music.. and writing all those.. it is a good tool to be used when i happy or bad times... like a mirror.. can say anything i wanna... li cheng yuan, now i am considering give u a call.. if possible, we can meet after my working tonight... but i know exactly what kind of people u are.. and last time, before we broke off, you told me" you will hate me!" .... sorry .. yoyo!! now , listenning<> .... last time, u love to call me"paopao" .remember? yoyo? haha..haiz... what the hell man!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Sunday, June 25, 2006
7:37 PM
haha... basketball match have completed by today... we went to celebrate together. Between us never talked or smile.. even not took photo..
I have sent messages to him either msn or handphone.. even he got reply, but still as stranger..nothing can say and share...haha... our friends hated this way...because they wanna call both of us go out to get fun.. the problem is , only one of us will go ...
haiz...don't know what i can say...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, June 23, 2006
10:47 AM
Why did I bring fanliang to watch our basketball match last day purposely ? What is the mean reason for I did this ? What's wrong with me since school reopened ? ... So many questionmarks in mine... sometimes I also don't understand what happend to me ? Everyday wake up around 7,30am... 1hour late than before... hating go school... and can not fully concentrate on whatever I am doing... sorry for my friend Bee Lay.. she has been waiting for me at wooland mrt every day... but I always be a late comers... haiz...
Yesterday I brought Fan Liang to watch our basketball match... No one know him, because he is a ITE students.. we knew each other by Fuming recommand... some people misunderstood that he is my boyfriend... I saw Li looked me while I was talking to fan liang... haha... so crazy and surely got problem in my mind... to show off... and let Li confused... haiz... wang jing why ?
Today when i wake up already going to reach 8am.. so I finished washed up.. directly come to our library.. later on will work here ...as 2 weeks I did not working... after noon I Will go s 2006 birefing as well as go support our team.. today is semi-match between PSB school and our RP.. all the best to all the players....haha ...jia you!
I AM NOT BE MYSELF... WHO I AM ?
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
11:48 PM
UT did not do well.. wang bao jun don't understand me... in the pass, whenever happened, still got him besides me support and encourage me.. but now ..." no one is here to understand me..." my msn nick....haiz...
I heard zhuli and Tom said what they done during our UT... I started to worry my study... long time did not study and revise...in some way, i forgot how to do ...haha..haha.. laugh at myself...
maybe i am a person who scared failed... after June holiday , i hate going to school.. just wanna stay in some places think or read books.. or just sleep for as long as i can .. in chinese we say ... tuifei!!
These few days, QQ accompany with her father go out , huanhuan with aunty, only me in the middle... homesick again... don't know how to say i miss you to my parents.. so just sms to my father asked him how he is and told him i have had dinner with them.. i think my father will understand what i am trying to say...-- miss !!! haiz...
Today was so bad to me.... tears is going to flow through from my eyes... really wanna cry.... i wanted go sentaso to watch sea.. scared alone , i asked li yan go with me, but he was sick and never replied my message...felt very jian...
Now is 14th of 21th of June... later before 3am i will go mcdonald wathc world cup ,england vs another , after that i will sleep for a short well, if possible i will go sentosa by alone... in the afternoon directly go Jurong east..haiz...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Monday, June 19, 2006
3:21 PM
Today is the first school day after June holiday... very sleepy... last two weeks, normally i wake up around the lunch time.. but today no choice, must attend school on time... that's why i got up at 7am...later than last time, but much earlier than holidays..haha... even like this, feel in mood and a bit anger of bao jun...
I don't know what happened ? after he live with his girlfriend zzx... he changed a lot..sometimes i shocked by him... .haiz..
Yesterday li has just sat opposite me.. we never talked or smile...today is our basketball team vs sp...good luck for li all those players... he keep online and offine frequently... make me wanna msn to him..haiz... Besides tired... i was so in mood about my PCB Module.. i tried all my best to do ...but in end ... never success... very worry about my grade and FYP...haiz...
wang bao jun hurt me in some way ... but i don't know what it is...
crying....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Saturday, June 17, 2006
6:07 PM
Recently... so crazy.... everyday watch world cup till very late to sleep, and wake up around the following day lunch time... haha..
Today i am lazy to go working, horrible sore throat... scared after working can not talk...haiz..
Tomorrow will be very busy for basketball match..and in the evening, i will watch the 3matches...haha.. then following school starts..haiz... sian.. don't wanna go school..
,........................ yesterday so fun went out with sok feng and bee lay, we three had lunch at waraku, after that went shopping at bugis..bought a England t-shirt.. red color.. sok bought janpanese , and bee lay bought ba xi ... hehe .we took neo-print.. because we wore our new shirt, our three reprent favorite team individually ... haha...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Thursday, June 08, 2006
11:20 AM
Nothing special in these few days, everyday wake up around 10am, had breakfast, then sitting on the sofa to watch TV series<>,or turned on my laptop chatting online..whatever I am doing, just wasted my time to do revision,..even i quite worry about my subject, the problem is that I am not familiar with studying!! what the hell .... I have borrowed a good exercise book from RP library, but I haven't touched or opened it for one page! so horrible... haiz...
I don't knw what happened to me, currently I love to eat... spent a small amount of money on eating... yesterday I went to bo wei, uncle an Mrs Shen , both of them said that I look fatter than before... baiguang said same... so sad to hear that! haiz....
In some ways, I miss him again...really wanna sms or call him again! haiz...anyway, I came across one guy who come from shang hai, and his birthday is same as li chengyuan..haha... so coincident...haha...this guy is year3. and good looking in my view...haha... but the personalities a bit different from li cheng yuan.. he will work in rp library.. haha... I started make day-dream again about ....hehe .heihei ..
No matter what, just a bit more.. try to concentrate and work harder! otherwise I will died in circuit!!! in CAE!
haiz..good luck bar!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, June 02, 2006
2:35 PM
Haha...Our June holiday starts from tomorrow... happy ..let's me enjoying it in my own way! I am planning to go Malaysia with tang xiao ying... try to get fun and relax myself as well.. recently quite busy and a bit tired....
Once i back , our chinese student club will begin to prepare basketball match on 18th of June to 25th of June... of course I must use my time more effectively.. in sence of studying+ O-level english+ working... haiz... many things wait for me to do and achieve it!! haha...
Nothing can write.. not too happy , also not bad mood..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard