i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Last night after working in Waraku, around 11.55pm I sent a message to him..At that moment, i was so nervous, don't know how to describe my feelings , in my true heart, i reallly espected that he could replied my message, even "oh" or ok ... but in the end, till now 11pm on 7th of May... I never received any message from him... I confroted myself whole day, maybe he changed his handphone number, maybe he deleted my contact list, so he does not know who send that meassge.. but .... what i wrote, he should know is me.. no one else.. the message is about" hey ... how are you recently? always saw you at school canteen, but don't know how to talk to you freely ... currently school will got a basketball match, hopeful you can join in... now 5more minutes will reach 7th of May, i just wanna know whether "my puzzle" get ready to give me... ( which is my birthday present.. in that time, he has not finished yet..can not give me.. i told him when we broken off, must pass me on 7th of May...)... in the end of message, i wrote : maybe u forgot at all!!" haiz... how foolish i was...
But i told myself i won't regreted in the future.. at least i gave a try to be his friend, he rejected me... whatever happened... I won't be feel embrass... if i saw him next time...
well, today i am quite fine.. much better than what i imagine before... I purposely went to cut my hair.. because the song of liang yong qi <> haiz... maybe i think too much...maybe it is my personlities... haiz.. but all past!! I am not so sad today. which means i recovered.. and stand up already ...
come girl... keep it up... wang jing jia you !!!
haha.. yesterday i went to meeting.. so boring... and so china style... .. well, today almost pass, just feel free to let it pass...
and so happy , because there are some truely friends around me to give support and confidences...and my brother!!! good luck ...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard