i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
My wife" baojun" back sg yesterday moring --- 7th of Apr. I went to airport to fetch him, so happy to meet him again... I followed him go his house which li cheng yuan also live in... I was a little bit excited to go there, because over there got so much memories between me and kiki....
There is no any change in Hillview Park , still same as last time I went, just person besides me is different... I miss him again... when I got into his house, whatever I saw, in my mind , only him... the bed, his favorate t-shirt... the smiling very familiar....haiz... but I told myself..past!!!! At that special moment I saw neo-print between him and me!!! sweet memories... last time baojun tricked me that li cheng yuan thoughed away everything about me.. like the photos and the gifts I gave to him... however he did not!!! where he is now? cheng dou ? or singapore... his laptop charger still there, t-shirt and lorrage no change,how come he go back china... so many question marks in my mind!!!! haiz....
yesterday---7th of Apr... is fangfang's birthday!! also is li cheng yuan and me's birthday, if we still together , we will go and celerbrate... but now we become stranger!!! haiz... yesterday bai guang passed the exams, I promised that i will accopanied him to have ice-cream at mca... when we were sitting at clemenit mca, a little bit sad.. because opposite me is not li in that specail day--7th.!!!! I know it is not fair to ask bai guang to go mca , but i scared that in mood, so .... hopefully he can understand, whatever i never said what meaning of 7 th is !!! so he won't know...haiz...
Those sweet memories I can not forgot... only not so sad now... you must be happy and will got happiness forever and ever!!! If next time i saw you, hopefully we can be good friends... how about you feeling?? haiz.... very difficult to let me forget you and memories... I like compare!!!! you know ? Thank you for loving me last time !!! :)
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard