i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
I spent my whole night at one girl's house whose I don't really like it...haha... only because of the FOP... I am not the one of MC Members... I just did whatever I can and glad to do so... whole night, i was sitting down there, looking at my laptops and watching them 3 sleep...sometimes I almost fall asleep, but I wake me up quickly!!!what i did for that...just washed my face and walked around the house.... nothing more...haha...
These few days, I quite happy and fulfilling... most of my time I spent on is about FOP...today when i helped the new year 1 students, felt quite happy and excited... recalled back one year ago.. we all like them. don't know anything about RP...and as a stranger , full with expectations and willing to make much friends whoever...haha... But now... we are going to year 2, we become the guider to them...to help them to register , to let them know our International Club....etc..as much as possible... however , the poorest thing is that none of people I met today is from North-west part of China. which means none of them came from same or near around my city!!! wanna cry.. haiz....
Tonight, when i on the way to Juice'house with Erwald and Chingching, we saw one couple sitting opposite of me on the bus... the appearance and feeling look like me and him... at that moment, I miss him again... not very miss than before... just got some memories in my mind in a short while...hehe...
Baiguang's phone bills is around$800++, i was shocked by that, because i know most of calling is me.... haiz..but i still thinking whether be his girlfriend or not.... like this evening, when i was doing my own staffs, he was waiting me on msn without chatting with me, just wanna when i finished , got somone can talk to... haiz... but what I told Terry is that, after this holiday, I really used to live by myself, more confident , more brave and happy than before... and became less scaring lonely.... whenever....maybe because these days I quite busy..maybe it is true, i really got change....haha.. hopefully can keep longer and longer...haha...
well. now just 5.30am on 4th of Apr... no feeling to sleep , just wanna go outside to breath new air and walk in the early moring, can be my moring exercise.....haha...
good luck for my 2nd time interview....haha...hardworking.. be happy ....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard