i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Tired!!! extremely tired today... especially my feet!!! could not walked properly after working... This afternoon i went to interview about chinese student club... a bit excited and scared... haiz...besides good luck, nothing can say !!!
These fews me and yu hui become more closer than before, he called as sister, I treat him just as youger brother! but the feelings are still there.. haiz...don't borthered... 2days ago, i wrote a msn, i asked so many questions , as well as, i answered them by a true heart
one more week will coming, 7th of May, i imagine so much things maybe will go to happend? maybe no... i tried to let that day pass smoothly.. and happieny ..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
2:14 PM
Wah ... I think I done a " good" job... I finished ppt about problem 1 resivion.. most of knowledges i understood... but still need to pratice more!!!
Yesterday after class i saw him again at our school canteen, willing to talk to him.. probably he saw me too... we two really become to stranger!! haiz... in some way, I enjoying my life in my own way, but sometimes, I miss him... like this monday, bee lay and sok feng asked me to buy a hand wing , treat this like our friendship handwing... but in those time, it was being a couple wing between li cheng yuan and me, he bought for me at far east!!! haiz...
well , today not very sian, don't know what i wrote to my blogger!! just hope i will happy always...
BaoJun is same class as me, bring so much fun to me.. thank you for him, but I know exactly i just treat him as a best male-friend.. nothing else!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
8:50 AM
Don't know what happened to me... tonight i was so difficult to concentrate on my circuit analysis module... I was planing to do the self-revision, to redo the worksheet and create my ppt for all problem 1 subjects!!! But now is going to 12am , I was chatting for whole night... do nothing for my study whether english or school works!!! haiz...
Today sok feng and bee lay forced me to buy a hand wing... very familiar with it.. because that time li cheng yuan bought one for me and one for him at far east plaza... we assumed that should be our couple wings... but now i bought another one again , treat it as a friendship wing!!! maybe because of this , i was destraced by something else.trong>PER MAGGIORI INFORMAZIONI VA SUL SITO VIBRAM... LO TROVI A LATO NELLA SEZIONE LINKS
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Monday, April 24, 2006
11:25 PM
Don't know what happened to me... tonight i was so difficult to concentrate on my circuit analysis module... I was planing to do the self-revision, to redo the worksheet and create my ppt for all problem 1 subjects!!! But now is going to 12am , I was chatting for whole night... do nothing for my study whether english or school works!!! haiz...
Today sok feng and bee lay forced me to buy a hand wing... very familiar with it.. because that time li cheng yuan bought one for me and one for him at far east plaza... we assumed that should be our couple wings... but now i bought another one again , treat it as a friendship wing!!! maybe because of this , i was destraced by something else... I was thinking of him...
In these fews, i am still considering whether to add his qq or msn or no ?? i am no ideas about that! i scared that he will look down me.. and laugt at me... maybe he also wanna talk to me, but just don't know how to open it and then chat with me!!! either he or me must open our mouth to speak first!!! maybe it is a dream i made .
anyhow, i waste my time tonight... and very sleepy and tiring... so now i will go for sleeping ... next day is a new day. be more happy , confindent and good luck for tomorrow' knowledge..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Don't know what happened to me... tonight i was so difficult to concentrate on my circuit analysis module... I was planing to do the self-revision, to redo the worksheet and create my ppt for all problem 1 subjects!!! But now is going to 12am , I was chatting for whole night... do nothing for my study whether english or school works!!! haiz...
Today sok feng and bee lay forced me to buy a hand wing... very familiar with it.. because that time li cheng yuan bought one for me and one for him at far east plaza... we assumed that should be our couple wings... but now i bought another one again , treat it as a friendship wing!!! maybe because of this , i was destraced by something else... I was thinking of him...
In these fews, i am still considering whether to add his qq or msn or no ?? i am no ideas about that! i scared that he will look down me.. and laugt at me... maybe he also wanna talk to me, but just don't know how to open it and then chat with me!!! either he or me must open our mouth to speak first!!! maybe it is a dream i made .
anyhow, i waste my time tonight... and very sleepy and tiring... so now i will go for sleeping ... next day is a new day. be more happy , confindent and good luck for tomorrow' knowledge..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Don't know what happened to me... tonight i was so difficult to concentrate on my circuit analysis module... I was planing to do the self-revision, to redo the worksheet and create my ppt for all problem 1 subjects!!! But now is going to 12am , I was chatting for whole night... do nothing for my study whether english or school works!!! haiz...
Today sok feng and bee lay forced me to buy a hand wing... very familiar with it.. because that time li cheng yuan bought one for me and one for him at far east plaza... we assumed that should be our couple wings... but now i bought another one again , treat it as a friendship wing!!! maybe because of this , i was destraced by something else... I was thinking of him...
In these fews, i am still considering whether to add his qq or msn or no ?? i am no ideas about that! i scared that he will look down me.. and laugt at me... maybe he also wanna talk to me, but just don't know how to open it and then chat with me!!! either he or me must open our mouth to speak first!!! maybe it is a dream i made .
anyhow, i waste my time tonight... and very sleepy and tiring... so now i will go for sleeping ... next day is a new day. be more happy , confindent and good luck for tomorrow' knowledge..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Don't know what happened to me... tonight i was so difficult to concentrate on my circuit analysis module... I was planing to do the self-revision, to redo the worksheet and create my ppt for all problem 1 subjects!!! But now is going to 12am , I was chatting for whole night... do nothing for my study whether english or school works!!! haiz...
Today sok feng and bee lay forced me to buy a hand wing... very familiar with it.. because that time li cheng yuan bought one for me and one for him at far east plaza... we assumed that should be our couple wings... but now i bought another one again , treat it as a friendship wing!!! maybe because of this , i was destraced by something else... I was thinking of him...
In these fews, i am still considering whether to add his qq or msn or no ?? i am no ideas about that! i scared that he will look down me.. and laugt at me... maybe he also wanna talk to me, but just don't know how to open it and then chat with me!!! either he or me must open our mouth to speak first!!! maybe it is a dream i made .
anyhow, i waste my time tonight... and very sleepy and tiring... so now i will go for sleeping ... next day is a new day. be more happy , confindent and good luck for tomorrow' knowledge..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Thursday, April 20, 2006
11:48 PM
wah ... I am enjoying my life in my own way!!! busy for my own staffs... so i won't be sad or disappointed by those boring issues....haha.. keep it up...
Around me , there are many friends... by contrast to the past year... in my life only li cheng yuan,wherever i go or whatever i do... he must besides me ...haiz... In those times. i lost so many friends...but now!! REALLY changing .... so happy to be that!! hhaha....
Today I attended a meeting which held by the Singapore Chinese Overseas Students Club...becasue we are planing to organize brasketball match in coming May and June... therefore today is the frist discussion meeting ... :) I did well during the meeting .. and glad to be one of organizer... so in that moment... I still think about him... because he like to play brasketball. still imagine maybe because this event... we can become a friend... haha.. if I in charge for RP part!!
Anyway.... good luck to myself .. and keep whatever I am doing ... and do well in anytime and everywhere....haha..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
2:10 PM
18th of Apr.05 was the first day I met him at rp library... one year passed... everything around me have been changing... include he and me... from stranger to couple, follow by stranger again... but the feeling quite different from past...haiz....
I finished working around 11.30pm, when i walked alone to home, i cried.... i control my tears flow from the eyes... in that moment i missed him... open the handphone willing to send message to me, to ask as much as possible... such as, do you miss me ? have you recalled all the memories we had... did you remember today ??? anyway , in the end, i never sent ... unnecessary !!! haiz...
people will think about me how foolish i am ... I also look down myself.. i am such a person!! i got ask myself, if 7th of May...how ?? what i can do ?? nothing can do for that !!! we broken off!!! why people once broken their relationship, so difficult to be a normal friend ? what they are scared ? or why did they thinking ?? haiz...
I saw him for 3times on 18th of Apr.06 at our school canteen, i saw on his arm..still wear the fo zhu which I preyed for him last Dec.haiz... I wanna see whether he wear the couple ring.. but so far i can see properly !!! so just forget it !!!!
haiz... don't know!! maybe girls can understand my feelings... such as sok feng !!! hehe ..
good luck ..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
12:17 AM
wah... today was my first day of year 2 life and in woodland compous, bee lay , sok feng our three good friends met at MRT control station, and went to school together, we all excited and scared ... because we didn't know what will going on and how our new classmates will be... however I think we can handle it and get fun wherever we are!!! so confident to say... hopefully can become true!!!
Now I asked myself what is called fade? Fall in love with someone we can say , they are fate to be together, then how about this case, if two friends, they did not make a agreement, but they wore same style t-shirts with different color... can we say fate between them?? i have thought for a long time today, however no any perfect answer given... haiz... a little bit upset... Today, i saw him 2times, at first during the lunch time i saw him...but the distance quite far... secondly around 5pm, i saw him at canteen again, he walked to talk to bao jun, i suddenly saw , he wore the PUMA t-shirt, the black base, write letters... my one is pink color and grey... hehe ..last time we two wore them is 25th of Jan, first day of our breaking off... that time we made a agreement, however this time not such thing!!! so is it our fate?? yuan fen??!! i don't know ... maybe i overthinking again.. probably...haiz....
wah.... just first finished, i realized that the study style is quite different from year 1.. i felt that my time so limited.. i have to revise for my "o'-level , and do well in my daily study, by the same, i also got working... wah .. tired...but i am scaring i will be thinking another things , so i forced myself to do all those... just wanna me to happy and enjoy my life in anytime!! Be honest, i am so worrying year 2 study, so i have to put more and more efforts.. like what i wrote on rj, i can not make a promise , i will be the best in class, at least i will try my best to do it !! just can say, good luck .. and do the action, don't plan , but never do !!! Again , all the best to my two dear friends as well!!! friendship forever!!! wah ... yea!!
well, i have to go sleep, otherwise i will die......
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Thursday, April 13, 2006
1:39 AM
Tonight, i typed some songs scripts on my msn space and uploaded some artist photo ...haha.. look more nicer... so happy... From what i typed, whoever know me will guess correctly, i am thinking of him.... To me, actually is not... just like the songs very much...
Tonight, i was very frank to baiguang, i told him , i wanna him to be my big brother, in study or life he can teach me, and shared much experiences with me.. very grateful to him...but I don't like him totally.... be honest to say so!!!
I knew a chinese guy from FOP.. He comes from Shan Gong, he sms me, and said, wanna me to be his girl-friend.. i felt so funny and confused... we have just known each other for 4days.how come can like this !!!??? haiz.. so headache!!! anyway, i also rejected him... now , i more prefer myself..whenever...go shopping or working... maybe someday, i will fell alone... at least i won't hurtted or angry .. or disappointed by fall in love!!! scared those feelings...
haha.. i bought a racket... and will join tennis team after school starts!! good luck . and i will became darker .... really expected to see when i am a darker skin !!haha..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Saturday, April 08, 2006
10:53 AM
My wife" baojun" back sg yesterday moring --- 7th of Apr. I went to airport to fetch him, so happy to meet him again... I followed him go his house which li cheng yuan also live in... I was a little bit excited to go there, because over there got so much memories between me and kiki....
There is no any change in Hillview Park , still same as last time I went, just person besides me is different... I miss him again... when I got into his house, whatever I saw, in my mind , only him... the bed, his favorate t-shirt... the smiling very familiar....haiz... but I told myself..past!!!! At that special moment I saw neo-print between him and me!!! sweet memories... last time baojun tricked me that li cheng yuan thoughed away everything about me.. like the photos and the gifts I gave to him... however he did not!!! where he is now? cheng dou ? or singapore... his laptop charger still there, t-shirt and lorrage no change,how come he go back china... so many question marks in my mind!!!! haiz....
yesterday---7th of Apr... is fangfang's birthday!! also is li cheng yuan and me's birthday, if we still together , we will go and celerbrate... but now we become stranger!!! haiz... yesterday bai guang passed the exams, I promised that i will accopanied him to have ice-cream at mca... when we were sitting at clemenit mca, a little bit sad.. because opposite me is not li in that specail day--7th.!!!! I know it is not fair to ask bai guang to go mca , but i scared that in mood, so .... hopefully he can understand, whatever i never said what meaning of 7 th is !!! so he won't know...haiz...
Those sweet memories I can not forgot... only not so sad now... you must be happy and will got happiness forever and ever!!! If next time i saw you, hopefully we can be good friends... how about you feeling?? haiz.... very difficult to let me forget you and memories... I like compare!!!! you know ? Thank you for loving me last time !!! :)
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
5:14 AM
I spent my whole night at one girl's house whose I don't really like it...haha... only because of the FOP... I am not the one of MC Members... I just did whatever I can and glad to do so... whole night, i was sitting down there, looking at my laptops and watching them 3 sleep...sometimes I almost fall asleep, but I wake me up quickly!!!what i did for that...just washed my face and walked around the house.... nothing more...haha...
These few days, I quite happy and fulfilling... most of my time I spent on is about FOP...today when i helped the new year 1 students, felt quite happy and excited... recalled back one year ago.. we all like them. don't know anything about RP...and as a stranger , full with expectations and willing to make much friends whoever...haha... But now... we are going to year 2, we become the guider to them...to help them to register , to let them know our International Club....etc..as much as possible... however , the poorest thing is that none of people I met today is from North-west part of China. which means none of them came from same or near around my city!!! wanna cry.. haiz....
Tonight, when i on the way to Juice'house with Erwald and Chingching, we saw one couple sitting opposite of me on the bus... the appearance and feeling look like me and him... at that moment, I miss him again... not very miss than before... just got some memories in my mind in a short while...hehe...
Baiguang's phone bills is around$800++, i was shocked by that, because i know most of calling is me.... haiz..but i still thinking whether be his girlfriend or not.... like this evening, when i was doing my own staffs, he was waiting me on msn without chatting with me, just wanna when i finished , got somone can talk to... haiz... but what I told Terry is that, after this holiday, I really used to live by myself, more confident , more brave and happy than before... and became less scaring lonely.... whenever....maybe because these days I quite busy..maybe it is true, i really got change....haha.. hopefully can keep longer and longer...haha...
well. now just 5.30am on 4th of Apr... no feeling to sleep , just wanna go outside to breath new air and walk in the early moring, can be my moring exercise.....haha...
good luck for my 2nd time interview....haha...hardworking.. be happy ....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Saturday, April 01, 2006
4:15 AM
I back from China on 1st of Apr... After 24days at home, I think i got ready to welcome and start my new life in sg and rp . Be happy and myself... During the holiday, I spent my most of time stay at home without went out with my friends..very spaceful... Actually I have not planned everything, whatever about study or CAT or ... but from my ture heart , i grate for bai guang, he gave me so much support.. and love... however i can not fall in love with him...because the da shi in fei lai dian told me.... must remember!!!
For li chengyuan, he belongs to my history book already... not miss him anymore ..and forgot most of memories in my heart... really looking forward.... if one day, i see him on street or at school, just be usual, say hello... it is enough...
How about my future ... study? o-level ? CAT? .... part-time job ???haha...be fulfilling....must plan well. otherwise will be failed easily and confused...
GOOD LUCK ... TRUST MYSELF...
Lastly, i miss all of my friend here... Bee lay and Sok feng... fuming as well...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard