i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Wah .. I am sitting in my own bedroom in China to write this blogger. Still remember last Dec when I back, I was always miss li cheng yuan, sms him and left messages in qq, even call him. However, all of those pass away... now i only scared I will become fatter and fatter, because my father does not allow me to go work in resturant. haiz... that's why, i am so bored, same feeling as bao jun..haha..
Last night, i read though bai guang's blogger, so touching, i can see that he really likes me a lot, I wanna give him a chance, but scared i will be hurtted again.. just like in the very beginning when i and li cheng yuan together, i also afraid, in the end, I said broken off...haiz.. don't know, once i back sg, everything is new and fresh, don't have much feelings between me and him. he is enjoying his new gf, i am happy to be myself, much freedom,and i think baiguang will treat me quite well, as he older than me, and know me more one year... anyway, i will see how first, settle down everything after i back sg... good luck and enjoy my holiday in lan zhou !!!! with my old friends and family !!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard