i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Today i was so tired ... very tired... and felt not well. maybe i got sick ! From 9am i reached monalisha till 9pm i got home..I spent whole on took Art photos... changed costumes , made-up... whatever I don't really like to do, today i gave a good try ... happy for this...
Brother and me were talking about Love when we on the way to home in the evening ... he told me , when the guy and girl fall in love, in the first few months, the guy loves girl very much, whatever he promised will become true... however, once the guy relized the girl begin to like him, the guy will chaning and they will break off in a short period... especailly first love... for guy, is like never mind , opposite... girl will spend long time to recover and forget!!! Suddenly think about me and li cheng yuan , sometimes i still said something to myself and recalled memories between him and me... But what the feeling i am having now, it is more peaceful and happy then before... the question is why guy will become that?
Anyway, I must be brave and confident to do anything which i give a promise to all my friend...
good luck !!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Monday, March 13, 2006
2:49 PM
Forget one thing, me and bao jun will start to write blog on paper from today .. i purposely bought a nice notebook . we will exchange every month, only two of us can read, it is our scret..haha.. sounds like fun.. It is our memories..I really happy to be and having such good friend , like him... So does him...
last night, from webcam, i saw zhang na's boyfriend. not very nice look, I just can say.. if he can bring happiness to her, and won't hurt her , will be fine... good luck to my dear sisterfriend!
today is the chinese qingren jie ... baiguang sent me message.. haiz...don't know what kind of feeling i have.... don't think too much ... just be normal...
fate... haiz....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
I came back for one week already .. so bored everyday! eat ... or , sitting on the sofa watching DVD for whole day .. same time..eat and eat... become so fatter!!! here, i don't got any part-time work for me to go.. stayed home, feel so confrotable.. and relax.. but .. sian...
before i back, i really expect to come back, for recover my hurt... now much much better ... last night, i dreamed about neo-print between me and li cheng yuan, when i wake up this moring, i just said haiz... and laughed to myself..... don't have much feelings ...
early moring , i went to hosptial with my aunty, to exam .. so scared one.. good luck for myself... and take good good care of myself in future time... haiz.................
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Friday, March 10, 2006
9:50 AM
Wah .. I am sitting in my own bedroom in China to write this blogger. Still remember last Dec when I back, I was always miss li cheng yuan, sms him and left messages in qq, even call him. However, all of those pass away... now i only scared I will become fatter and fatter, because my father does not allow me to go work in resturant. haiz... that's why, i am so bored, same feeling as bao jun..haha..
Last night, i read though bai guang's blogger, so touching, i can see that he really likes me a lot, I wanna give him a chance, but scared i will be hurtted again.. just like in the very beginning when i and li cheng yuan together, i also afraid, in the end, I said broken off...haiz.. don't know, once i back sg, everything is new and fresh, don't have much feelings between me and him. he is enjoying his new gf, i am happy to be myself, much freedom,and i think baiguang will treat me quite well, as he older than me, and know me more one year... anyway, i will see how first, settle down everything after i back sg... good luck and enjoy my holiday in lan zhou !!!! with my old friends and family !!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
4:13 AM
Haiz... Now my wife is sitting on the plane to back Dalian, on 6th of March, this day, most of time I spent with him.started from 11am. We went outside, I accompanied him to go his working place to get money, he joined our bra sisters to go shopping.much fun and laughs during the time... when i set him off at airport, suddenly i realized we have already known each other for 1 year, in this whole year, so much much things happened on us, whatever happy or sad. Whenever we always besides each other, to give support or to shared happiness. We really be a best friend. The feeling quite nice and confortable..
Since 16th of Feb, I never met li cheng yuan, only msn talked to him on last friday which is the last school day, but today, due to some reasons i saw him at xiang ge li la hotel. He also saw me, I never turn back to look at him , even smile... according to what terry said, lichengyuan was quite blur to see me and terry together, especailly today, because tonight terry is going back to China, he should accompany with his girlfriend, how come I besides him...haha... anyway, none of his buniess already...
Sok feng and Bee lay are really good female friend in SG, I should say thanks to these two girls, bring so much laugh to my life, make life in sg so much fun, and I am enjoying ...after 24days I will back from China, we three will get together again, like what they said to me , no one else can replace me in their heart, feel same , no one else in my heart besides terry , sok feng and bee lay, of course my family !!haha...
Well, now is 4am+ in 7th of March, my new life going to be stated, good luck to myself and jia you jia you as well. KEEP IT UP!
Really looking forward my new life in SG...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Saturday, March 04, 2006
2:37 PM
Now I am reading messages between him and me by QQ. see those familiar words, still remember everything happened on us... whatever happy or sad! RP year1 over yesterday, I msn him, tried to know how about him, how was the feeling?because in the first day in rp, we met and know eath other, but now...beside him got another girl who is not me...someone i don't know! I deleted his msn, later after reading those messages, i will delete his qq too. totally to forget him and be a new beginning...haiz...
I really looking forwald ... in the future, he will regret what he was doing now... waste time and money ... I will achieve my long-term goal day by day ... I will look down and laugh at him ..hahaha ...be my father's girl !!!!!!!!!!!
jia you !!! trust myself!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Thursday, March 02, 2006
11:11 PM
Forget all...........................
FORGET HIM ......................................
WELCOME MY NEW LIFE IN SG!!! BE MYSELF.!!!!....
WO SHI WO BABA DE NV ER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard