i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Last Sunday, I was waiting for his phone call for a whole day, i was disappointed by that, my heart-broken at that moment. I cried so many times last whole week, even many friends came towards me to confront me, and made joke to me, they tried so hard to cheer me up. Till yesterday, suddenly i realized that , i am a very happiness girl in the big group people. I was told by myself , be brave and happy, and enjoy my life... whatever he and me already became one part of my histroy, maybe after few years, when i recall those, I will laugh at myself, how come so stupid to cry and upset... haha ...now , i really be myself, cheerful girl and brave to try new things... haha ... it is true myself... liu lang de pao mo ...
coming holiday soon, I must plan well, either go work in sg, or back to china with my family , work in resturant...haha .. but I am scared that I become fatter after holiday ... If possible can settle down everything before 10th of March, i will stay sg to study business or CAT or "o"-level english as well as SAT... so much things i have not achieved , so I must clear know what is my mission and vision to come here..not for someone to love me or i love with , it is to learn as much as possible, it is for my bright future, to help my father who is everything to me....
recently, haining and baiguang , two of them called me oftenly , wanna me to be their girlfriend, not only because i scared the heart-broken feelings, it is because i really want to live alone, i really afraid of that...be disturbed by others... sigh ...sometimes, i still imagine , after long time, when I received a phone call or message from him, what we should say? what's kind of feelings should we having...haha ... so stupid... but now i am happy ... really enjoying my life in my own way... hopeful this time can keep longer...
well, one more week left, my year study will be over, everything also can be ended.... welcome to my new life and myself.... study harder, be more confident ... and happy !!! I am a happiness girl because of my father and all friends around me...whenever i am in... and thank you for them too.!!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard