i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Wah ... time was passing so fast. only 2 more days he will be back, but I don't know how to face to him? If i treat him as a normal friend, i think it will be so bad to myself and hurt my feelings; if i treat him still be my boyfriend, i scared he will look down myself. Now it is become a very serious problem. These few days i did not see him on qq line , and did not received any messages from him. Maybe because he leave soon, he went out with his best friend and ex-girlfriend, or perhaps he has been staying with his gramma... I always told myself, don't think too much, do anything as usual , sally also said that... However i know what kind of person i am...
Last week, i was like a busy body, everyday left home around 7.30am, reached home around 12am, I went to work either school library or Baben... But i was quite enjoying myself.. even very tired!!! This comming week, i also got working day, and two more thing, one is go 7-11 interview, hopefully i can work there, then during the march holiday i will enjoy my holiday in working way... earn money and experiences... another thing is that, i will go airport to fetch up. I know how much i miss him and want be his girlfriend again, but like what i said just now, i scared that he looks down me... sigh .... so whatever happened, just TING TIAN YOU MING!!! sigh .. all of our friend never known we have already broken off relationship.. haha ... but i think i'd better told him what i felt in these 20days, maybe he also miss me, just never said out...
I really don't know what i should do, i just know , everyday go to work, will help me to forget something , because i only focus on working... maybe it is a good way to him and me!!!maybe once he see me at airport, he will told me how he miss me, or maybe he will tell me what present he prepared to me, or probably nothing tell and give to me!!! so many question mark in my mind, i really don't wanna think about this, but i can not control myself!!!! how such poor thing!!! sigh .....
anyway , like what i always said, good luck ,and enjoy my life in my own way !!!! *_*
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard