i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
wah .... i am so proud of myself .. i challenge myself last night.. i ride bike in the whole night. even my leg could not walk properly and no much energy now... but in the heart i am quite happy with that. lichengyuan , stupid guy, today after our activity , he still goes to work , just for $50 . how stupid and cool he is , i am worrying about him , but seems he never known that. i am a little bit heart-broken.. anyway maybe around 11+, he will call me, try to calm down and confrot him...sigh ....
wah.. i am so happy , fuming will back singapore tomorrow moring , whole months did not see him , so miss... and i got so much things wanna share with him, he is the best listener in my whole life.. especially in singapore.hahaha.....
but one thing is so special, and so tricking, my aunty said that she received a letter from rp, i don't know what the purpose of that, i better check with her, i am a little bit scared...sigh .good luck to myself and happy happy..
even nobody knows or cares what going on recently, nobody knows i lost wangbaojun as my friend, i still enjoy my life... only one week left, i and li cheng yuan get together already half year, we will go outside to celebrate. hahhahhahahaahaha... hopefully we will still love and protect each other ..haha .....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Monday, October 24, 2005
10:26 AM
sigh.. i don't know . recently i quite confused , not easy to say i am unhappy or i am enjoyable. only can say no much feelings... simple as that .haha ..hehe heihei ..
last wednesday i and li chengyuan quarrel again, as wangbaojun, sigh ... sometimes i think he and me not very suitable, but from what i know, i don't think so wangbaojun is fit in me , so just keep normal friends, it will be easy and more freedom..
just now i heard a song by zhou hua jian, in that short time, i recalled to that night , them four and me , we were in KTV, we enjoyed ,and chunhui first time kiss my nick ..but now , all past . and i don't treat them much well than before...
anyway only one more week, fuming will be back , quite miss him ,and wanna talk to him , sigh .....
haha .. don't think so much , enjoy my life and do well at everywhere and in anytime...haha.....
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Sunday, October 16, 2005
1:31 PM
haha ..haha ..haha ... i miss my father .. in this moment ... i wanna share my true feelings with him .. he is happy and proud as me .. haha ..... today , after tuition, and back to clementi, i checked my bank accout .. i noticed that , i received $315 , this is my first salary payment in my whole life. in that very short time , i was crying , i can not stop my tears ..... i am happy for myself , lichengyuan looked at me strangely , i told him , before that , i am girl who only know how to spent money and love to using money , but now , changed., those money is my own . not my fathers' ..haha .. i don't really care how much i earned, i like this feeling , therefore i miss my father ... i think so does he....
every weekend, i call him , he will give a hope to say that , well, after .. weeks , you will be back .. i know he miss me a lot , as in this whole year , we only see each other less than 15 days , spring festival only 7days, in cheng dou 3 days , then june holiday less than 1 week , as he is quite busy .. so ... sigh ..,.,,,,,
i will save my money , and before i go back, i will use my own salary to buy a gift to my parents and younger aunty ..haha .. very important ........
haha.. good luck and enjoy myself at everywhere and in anytime ...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
5:41 AM
sigh .. the same thing as two years ago , it happend to me again which means today ... i lost one of my friends .. like three years ago , chun hui and me .. i am in mood by this , but no choice and nothing can do ... hopefully i could cheer up as soon as possible.
anyway , i am not such as sad as before , for me , beside study , the family is most important concernings in my life.
good luck to me , and happy everyday .. zhi yao zi ji kai xin , zuo shen me dou bu lei ...
hehe .. good luck to wang bao jun ...
maybe i am wrong , maybe my personalities is not very nice , i like make friends all over the world, but i still wanna someone to like me , not like the normal friends.but when some such thing happend, i will be influenced .. hehe ..sometime i told myself , i must change . but i always failed .. sigh ...
anyway , i don't care .. . hehehaha heihei .. happy is enough ... and like freedom much much more ..
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
11:40 PM
wow.. now i am sitting in my new BLK class , my new classmates all sit around me , but we are doing our own thing , like me , i am writing my blog .. so long time passed, i didn't write it , quite miss it ..haha ...
yesterday is my first day of semester 2, i thought that i enjoyed , and i quite like my new class. the feeling is quite different my previous one .
one poor thing happened to me , i quite confuse , what's wrong with wangbaojun and lichengyuan , wangbaojun changed so fast , and he said whatever he did will good for me , but now i see nothing ...... and i hurt by him , he also not happy ...how come .. maybe something like yangjun ,and chunhui ...me ?? i don't know ,but i don't think so it can be ...
sigh ..... anyway , new semester , i must keep it up , do well in my class, and get on with my friends well .. good luck , happy always...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
wow.. now i am sitting in my new BLK class , my new classmates all sit around me , but we are doing our own thing , like me , i am writing my blog .. so long time passed, i didn't write it , quite miss it ..haha ...
yesterday is my first day of semester 2, i thought that i enjoyed , and i quite like my new class. the feeling is quite different my previous one .
one poor thing happened to me , i quite confuse , what's wrong with wangbaojun and lichengyuan , wangbaojun changed so fast , and he said whatever he did will good for me , but now i see nothing ...... and i hurt by him , he also not happy ...how come .. maybe something like yangjun ,and chunhui ...me ?? i don't know ,but i don't think so it can be ...
sigh ..... anyway , new semester , i must keep it up , do well in my class, and get on with my friends well .. good luck , happy always...
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard