i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
he came school around 4pm and accompany with me having the meal, and both of us are sitting in the school library , he read books , and i am writing my blog journal , the sound looks like peaceful and nothing wrong , but in our heart are totally different, he told me that he miss me in order to wake up , and he wanted to hear " i miss you too " from me , but i said so cool " is it important ? " :( i don't know , surely don't know , do i miss him or ......
this afternoon , in my blog , i wrote i must learn how to confront with myself without him besides me, but now , i want to face to face to him without say anything , no any reasons ... actually i fear that my dad will coming , and will ask him in order to ...... that is horrible and bad , i fear, really really scare ... i know my father' s personalities ...yesterday i planned that i will go back to China, but in the end i failed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who understand ? maybe it is not a problem, not so difficult to solve, but ............ don't know ... is it call zi zuo zi shou ???
should be .........................
5mfsb==???he knows it and guess it out ... but he does not agree with it ..................
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard