i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
today he did not come to school , he told me the reason is he felt not good . the heart pain... may be true or may not . don't know , i told myself ,now i must be confront with my new life without him ...
last night , he likes me alot , and don't agree with me to break off ,besides a good reason.
i just laughing ....
today i am fine , no much feeling , no happy , no sadness,
sigh.. o?? nothing ??
lucky girl , only me have a good background to help me in the future. --- my father, i don't wanna appologise to him for having a bf . as it is neccessary and he also does not believe it .. so just keep quiet to everything , to do well in every part , anytime. i have to study hard and find a part-time job to do in my one month holidays ...
otherwise i will die as soon as possible .
ok . start from next term i have to study harder and harder , to proof to anyone ...
even i always say that.....
don't know , i don't wanna force myself , but still have to follow whatever my father ask me to do .... sigh ............
tomorrow i will go temple to prey , and deep in thinking ............................ :(
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard