i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
" do you like me ? compare to fuming , who is the most improtant person in your heart ? him or me ??" "this is unfair , you and him is different backgroud , how i should compare and answer you !!" " just answer to me , don't concerning the relationship between us and yours ?" i kept quiet for a while .. " ok , i got it , your answer already ! no need to say anything. oh no ! i changing my mind !!" then i looked at him .. and also got a reflection from last words! he wanna break up with our !" ................. this is all what chengyuan and me talked about ....
like the rj question1!who is the most improtant person in my heart ! the answer is course is fuming!!! before chengyuan came into my life , when i was happy , fuming share my happiness , when i was in trouble , he helped me , when i was upset and angry , he will always beside me , give me support and confidences !! he is my best male friends in singapore and in my life! nobody can instead of him , of course my family can !!!
chengyuan and me just keep quiet , he said that he is sad , when he heard that i always go out or closer to my male friends ,and he can bear it anymore ! he said i did a little bit over , and quite different from his past girl-friends ! i just listend to him . i don't know what i was thinking about in that moment , maybe i thought in my heart only xuejiayi inside , nobody else ! maybe i thought he doesn't understand me well or i felt funny and confused ,what's up today ? from noon till after school , we talked this two times , maybe in the few days we will really break up , maybe not , i don't know , really don't know !!!
when i back home , i chatted with lihao , i lied to him and told that , chengyuan and me are fine , and said that chengyuan treat me very well,.. this is all true , butmy purpose is to let them and let them fell sad !!! am i cool ? no .... yesterday ,chengyuan scolded me depending on them, in that moment , my heart is hurtted and sad ....but now is fine!! today i used a very suitable msn nick name : happiness , i already tried to find out , i always thought that my happiness should be like that , and in that moment , but i confused , am i correct ? i am looking for happiness or the mimir of it ?? don't know ??
let me thinking a lot of things beyond this !! ........................
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard