i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
ask :" hi.. wangjing , are you happy today ? real happy ?" answer :" just so so , don't know , maybe?" ask" why ? and what's up ?" answer" maybe as my vb module or him ?? "
why ? i asked............. is he important ? no . of course no . he is not xuejiayi , he is not chun hui , he is nothing in my life !! sure ?? no idea , why i become like this , so bad , so stupid, can not like that , otherwise i will be do the same thing as so long time ago...with yangjun ,with chunhui ..can not !!!!!!!!
i want to know how about chengyuan's feeling . is he happy ? is he ok ? fine ? or is he feel nothing special and enjoy his life? no idea. i must win this compotion!and this game ?
maybe i am stupid and borning . but i just to ensure which level..... and for what else purpose? no idea...
maybe after this week , we will be true seperate , and break down ... maybe we will be more.................................... don't know !!
anyway , good luck , and happy everyday , do well in school and comming production show !!!
this moring when i saw the rain storm , i scared , and in that moment i called him and told him , the feeling like the movie --- war of the world !!!
ai.... what happend to me ?????????????????????????????????????
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard