i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
what happen to you ? nothing actually , but i felt unhappy , just in a few minutes , and without any reasons. maybe i am unhappy with my teamwork , i did nothing for my team today , just second school day ~~!! maybe because of drama preview, we saled a few of tickets , and during the preview time , chengyuan watched us , i felt that embrass (spelling wrong ). i thought " this is my first time to act , and be in the performance. try myself to do well , my family members , especially my father will pround and happy as me " so ... i thought i did well. however , when i bought a melo to him , he said nothing to me , enjoyed his drinking and laughing ... is it a reason couse me unhappy ? not sure , no idea for this....
suddenly i felt he is not suitable for me , i want to break down our relationship , and be a normal friends , how i should to tell him ? or do i need to think about it again ? or maybe i make this decision just in this moment ? or , will me after while i will be ok ? fine ? happy ?
anyway , i can not be like this , and try to cheer up , otherwise later our presentation i won't do well , and then how ? still will not happy !!!
like shiwei said " now , please don't work first , you must study english first , then i find job and do well , may be i think about this first ...
so much things need me to think seriously , and plan well .... ok , good luck # happy everyday ---wang jing ~~!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard