i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
from monday till now , my father called me everyday , and he told that he can not sleep during the night , he quite worry about me , especially qingrui ge , and by using the 98504642 this contact number , he asked so many times to change the number, i will do that in the coming saturday , that means tomorrow !!! yesterday i was on the way to school , i sent a long message to my father , mensioned a lot of things about me ,when the school started on 18th of Apr. but finally he did not encourage me , he still worry about .... and i sent again to promise i will do everything well to proof myself as your wangjinming' s daughter !!! he did not reply ... in these few days , i fell quite stress ,and uphappy , nobody understand me , previously is fuming , but now everything changed so fast , and he is not my friend anymore.. in my heart i know and understand why my father think that , but i also want that he can trust me , and support me anytime i need in !~~ ai ...
like just i say , everything changed so faster than planning , i want to revise school work , but no time to do so , i upset and stress as this , but the responisibities of drama also improtant .. ai ! what i can do now , i don't know , and confused a lot of ......
i am not sure what he su ping told my father on phone , because my father asked me , why the "brother " picked you to airport , and why he hided himself before you go down to the ground floor ???" ai .... don't know . and he said" if you no money please let me know ..!!!! so horrible and sad to hear these things from my " dad" i ....
23 and 24th of june , i attened the camp in school ,and during the night i nearly to die ,so cold ... ai...
i know everything happend to me , it is all because kiki!!!
i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel
im waiting for the day.
wangjing
14th december
republic poly
for you to tell me.
my family especially my father
ice-cream
xjy
bws
that you love me too.
be happy everyday
study hard