for you will never be replaced;

Friday, April 29, 2005
2:58 PM

Today's afternoon i went to biking club in my school. i am so happy and hopeful for this . Till now , i am a first girl in this club, the teacher and some elder students always asked me : " are you sure you really want to join our club , you will buy new bike for this , maybe you will be injured your bady and you will be become more darker than now , so how ..." I just laughed and said to them : " before i come to join the club , i have made a desicison , i want to join biking cca , but this morning i received a e-mail from you , so i come here to sign--in , i am a person who are very scare sunshine in the previously , i want to change my personlalities and habits , the most improtant is that i really want to chanllge myself .. it will be much better for me . .."

now , i think that i already become one of menbers in this club , next monday , i will meet some older students in this club , i hope that i am able to make some friends there , and can chat with them as brother and sister ..hehe ... day after day , we can familily with each other , another thing is i hope that i will truely enjoy it and can grow up .....

i will call my dad , maybe he will be proud as me .xixi ....

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Wednesday, April 27, 2005
2:05 PM

Today my pbl is basic science --- physics , wa... it becomes so horrible , i forgot a lot of definition about physics , even though i tried to explain to my classmates , but still feel a little bit of unfamililar with that , so for today's rj , teacher asked what are the insights you gain from today , i wrote special one , is " revision" , especially as a student ...

haha .... but today i did much presentation by alone ..xixi...

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Tuesday, April 26, 2005
2:05 PM

Today my PBL is enterprise skill. i have learned some of them in my part-time business class . so when i did the presentation in my class , i tried to do well and also gave some examples and mention explaniations to my classmates .when my teacher asked me one question , i answered it , even though i was a little bit nervous , as this time i presented in english not same as sunday .. after that , my teammates told my teacher : actually she improve a lot , i am so happy to hear this , i told myself keep going !!

this evening i chatted with afa. she got some problems about study in school , i supported her and gave her more comfidences ... help people is same as help myself ..

ok ,that's all. xixi .

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Monday, April 25, 2005
10:42 PM

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

18th of Apr is my first day in RP , tomorrow is my second week in that poly . i also feel a little bit happpy and expectant ..xixi...

This noon , i called my home , talked to my aunties , they asked me how about my study in a new school , i shared a lot of happiness to them . I said , study in a goverment school is quite different from private school , everyday face new problem and practise english speaking , another is , we will have own cca soon , i chose biking and drama , to me , i think it will be more challenge , i want to improve . so ..

This moring i did a business presentation , my teacher gave to me advice , my idea is good and i also link the topic well , but she hope that i can change the speed of my speaking , either in chinese or in english..

ai ..

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Thursday, April 21, 2005
1:43 PM

Today i got a course , we call that is "communication practise ", my sir is a man who comes from Newland . To me , i have not learned something for today , when the class finished , i asked myself what i got from today's lesson , but finally i did not get any answers back...quite unhappy and a little bit worry about my future understanding text and grade i will get ... i don't know what i can do for this course !!!~~~!!!

Tomorrow maybe i will have my computing maths , i expect it , so long time did not catch maths , i hope i can do it much better than today ....

In my class , there is a guy , before we left class , he said that he want to change the teammates everyday , it will help us to know each other and let our class become the most funnest class in RP.. hope so ... and enjoy it everyday ..!!~@!

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Wednesday, April 20, 2005
1:48 PM

Wa....that is fun ...in these two days !!!(in RP)
There are many differences between study in private school and RP .... Firstly , during the class , i can speak english all the time , even though my speaking is not nice and fluently , at least i tried my best to do well, secondly is the way of our learning which is different , we would have one problem everyday , before 2pm we have to summit our power point to the teacher and we must prepare our own presatation , this is a good chance to show out ourselves and challge our ablities.... thirdly , i meet a lot of chinese and make some friends ..To chinese ,we chat with each other byQQ...haha....

To me , i think that study in RP can open my mind , as everyday i have to read more imformations and explanation either in website or borrow books from library , therefore i will get some new idea by the searching time , i like this way.

Today. i called my father , he said that i must study hard and he will check my results before every holidays , and he told me he is a little bit lose-heart , as i failed "O"-lever ..but now i full of confidences , i will do my best in any aspects , whatever study or life ....

GOD BLESS ME . GO ON....

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Monday, April 18, 2005
3:45 AM

wo .....

In these few days , i was extremely tired , i got up around 6am everyday , and after 12am i went to bed ! In additional, on friday evening i went bed half past 2am , wake up 6am, i nearly die....ai ...

But one happy thing was happened , i signed up a new handphone line , and a lot of promotion , lucky ~!!~ However there was a bad thing .... my aunty is a mean woman , my father give her $1200 per month , when i asked fee of my lunch meal , she planed that $4o is enough to me , as i also got $100 pocket money , when i heared this news , i was a little bit angry and sad !!how wangjing is poor!!

Tomorrow is 18th of Apr, i will go to RP to my study , in this coming 3 years ,i will spend my study life in this school , i am very hopeful and happy ......

ok , no more things can talk ,xixi .....

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Saturday, April 16, 2005
4:07 PM

Yesterday was one of my happiest day in Singapore , as in the afternoon i got my Rp studentpass. From 28th of Feb till yesterday , i worried about , unhappy , angry , disappointment ...... but in that monment when i saw my new studentpass, i almost to cry out , i miss my father , he support me and encouraged me a lot in this special period , therefore , i called my father as soon as i can , from his sound , i knew that my father is happier than me .!!
I sent a message to my father , told him : Dad , i finally got it , i am so happy , i will study harder than harder in 3 years , thank you very much ....." In my life my father is the most one who i respect and love and listen to , he also give me as many as support !!!

But 15th of Apr , when i came back to home , my aunty told me that my meal fee should be $40 per month, i can't understand , and became very very unhappy ... i miss my dad angin ,but i can't do anything !!!

I hate her very much , every month i give her $1200, that include my three meal and wash clothes ,so many things ,but now i only have $40 .!!! i don't know what else i can say !!........ai ......

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Friday, April 15, 2005
11:37 PM

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Wednesday, April 13, 2005
3:18 PM

Wa.... Today is the last day for my PDP course in RP !! Torrow i will go to school earlier than before , tomorrow is my orientation day , i will see my teacher and make some new friends in my engineering course , i will also can get my new laptop --ACER!!! Therefore why i am happy and excited .

Yesterday i did not write my blog , i felt something loss in my life , so when i finished my today's RJ , i started to write this .

My younger sixter zhang yi xin went back to lanzhou in this afternoon , at the beginning of March , she went to beijing where is captial of China , my younger aunty accompanied with her , she did a back-operion , she is a brave girl , whatever she suffered the painful on her body or can't move fluently , she did not cry and complain.... all of my family members are proud to this , especially my aunty and uncle !!!

ok , so late already , i must go to bed as soon as i can ..... good night wangjing ( talk to myself)

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Monday, April 11, 2005
1:07 PM

Almost 10am , i left home . i planned to go to Bukis with my friend, as i need a bag . Wa.....Singapore is so hot ,extremely hot ....... (today!)

The sky was blue , there were a few of clouds , air was fresh , but Sun-light was so strong , i had to put up my unbrella for a long time !!!

To me , nothing special in this whole day , tomorrow i will go to hosptial to get my medical collection , i hope i will get my RP studentpass as soon as possible .

　心想事成，好运常伴！！！　加油！！！王静！！！　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　嘻嘻．．．．．．

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Sunday, April 10, 2005
2:45 PM

Yesterday evening , when i came back home , it was nearly half past of 11pm , my special weekend start......

Firstly , when i turnen on my notebook , and started to chat with my friends on line , i used a place to chat , in China we call that QQ, it is similar as MSN,. After few minutes ,there was a very special guy . He is one of friends , but we have broken down , but to me , i am a little bit miss me , therefore i changed my username and sent message to him , we started to communicate , We talked about a lot of things which happened to us , bu i tricked him , as i used third person. He told me one story about his love...... I just listen, because it have happened to him and me , i know it very well, from then now , i found that ........ However i am not sad , i quite happy after that !!!....

Secondly , this morning i went to temple to prey , and i went to a restaurant , as i wanted to buy my hometown traditional food , we call that "niang pi ", that was so sad and upset, the reason was "niang pi " can't take away ......

Thirdly , i will go outside to buy a bag tommor , it will use as soon as possible !On 18th Apr, i will become one of RP students . I hope that there are nothings to be happened in these few days , and i can get my RP studentpass as soon as we can {that means MOE and me }......

OK ,that's all.... keep it up , happy everyday ......good luck...!!!

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Friday, April 08, 2005
2:57 PM

Today's afternoon , i have already seen my personal package and regintered to RP, i am happy for that .

From 28th of Feb , i got my 'O'-lever results till now , i always worry about whether i can get into poly or not , untill today .... Even though i have not gotten my studentpass. Maybe next monday or tuesday I will get it.

I bought a notebook , that is used in next coming three years in RP.the way of teaching in RP are quite different from other 4 ploys . I think i will do well and try my best to enjoy it .

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Wednesday, April 06, 2005
10:53 PM

I hate Japanese very much ....

Today i borrowed a CD from my friend. The CD showed what kind of 731 army .In 1945 ,this cruel group of people did a lot of things in China ,such as they used the body of Chinese people to be the experiment example of their new "invention".For example ,there was a guy who could not speak ,he was a mute boy ,he made a Japanese friend which is a young army in 731 ,but the Office cheatted the guiltless chinese boy and brought him into their dissection room ,they did a very brute vivisection on his body......before that this guy trusted his Japanese ,he thought that maybe they would play games......but only a few of time ,he died...... i am so sad and extremely detest previous Japanese!!!

Today's afternoon i went to library and borrowed two English books .

Now i am unhappy ,and don't know how to describe my feelings ......

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel

Today is the third day i go to RP study.during this whole day in school ,we just pratice "express" ,when we communicate with people or introduce some thing.
In the afternoon,teacher asked us to do the introduction of the Epyptian perfect men.When my group stood in front of all classmates,i felt a little bit nervous...when we started to introduce our picture,i am the first person ,my sound was tremble,so i just said one sentences ,after that i stopped ...so i became one of listenner.serval clssmates asked questions to us ,i understood what they said ,but i didn't know how to answer more fluently ,so i kept quiet for a long time ....so sad to this .
After school ,i went home by alone,i told to myself ,in the past,i could express very well,i don't afaid of anything ,but now ,everything is changed.To me ,this is my first experience to study with singapore local students ,the feeling is quite diffrent between past time.i hope i will accommodate .
ok ,this for today ,still tell myself:happy everyday.good luck.xixi

i say nothing but
i know you know how i feel